The Small Stuff

Wow, I really need to make a point to post in here more often.  Problems is that I need to be inspired to post in here, and well inspiration is not forth coming.

Anyway, lets sum up the weekend.  My weekend started out on a good note.  I chatted up a cashier at Noodles and Company, or what I consider to be chatting one up.   So that made me feel good, the female almost looked interested.

Then comes Saturday, which kind of... well was neutral.  I started off my day with a Spin class.  I love those, even if they are ungodly hard.  However, then came my time with Y.  I think she is a nice girl, however, if I have ever been turned off by a girl it was at that baseball game.  The girl just sits there huddled over her chair, does not even move.  I presume she was scared, which is fair enough, she could have just told me she did not want to go to the game.  Not to mention the fact that she freaked out pretty hard when I tried to hug her when we met up.  Well not freaked out, more was VERY surprised.  It was just hard, here I am jumping up and down cheering, singing, and there she is sitting in her chair.  God now I know what I must have looked like all those years.  So she does not get any communication from me.  I have been working my ass off to establish a friendship.  I have family coming in this week so it is the perfect excuse.  God things must be bad when I don't really want to have sex with her because her lack of enthusiasm would turn me off something fierce.  Time to play the missing me game.  Chances are I will not hear from her again.

Then on Monday, there was a yoga class.  Let me tell you I am GLAD that it was so exhausting.  The stuff I see through those generic black tights most females wear... HOLY CRAP.  Lets just say that the only think I could not see was their gardening skills.  I was too, sore/exhausted/scared to chat any of them up as usual.  I tried to smile, but I do not think any of them saw me.  Oh well baby steps, first I need to regain my confidence.

Otherwise I am just trying to figure out my new Facebook account.  Facebook is a mysterious tool.  That is all I can say.  I hope it will help in my socializing....